Loneliness. Do all women my age feel it? Is it a middle aged symptom of well, being middle aged? Is it because pre -middle age I lived in a city or, is it because I am just unlikeable? Unfriendly? Weird? These are all the questions that pop up every now and again, a whiff of … Continue reading Vulnerable or what.
As I sit here upon my window ledge, the winter outside I see The outpost of the Sun has long been abandoned, not another soul walks the bleak street Is it the sighing of the glass I hear, does the rain really pain it so? And I wonder what those trees do feel, as the … Continue reading The Winter Owls
I am one. I am one of a trillion billion infinite stars. One energy. One unique and pure entity. Warm love. There is a peace within. A tranquil, undisturbed overgrown garden of life. Barely ever touched by the darkness of my thinking life. Of my thoughts in the life of which my external being exists. … Continue reading Green.
Into the wilderness she goesThe company only of her ripened heartWarmth from an ever burning flicker, a delicate flame, a spark of hopeThe light of her stubborn faith Everything before, all of the known, all of the seen leading to nowTo this wilderness before herTo this wild in which she now journeys Into the wilderness … Continue reading Into The Wilderness
Some days I think you don’t like meThose cold sharp words from your tongue you use to spite meI am pretty sure you just want to fight me Then you come over with those fuck me eyes and softly bite meI think a love this actually might beI remember then, you fucking excite meSome days … Continue reading Full Moon Fuckery
A story written across the pages of my journal. Written with care and intention. Written away from prying eyes. I hide in my quiet place by the ocean when I write of you. The words seep effortlessly from within my mind where they float around like the winter leaves and stumble onto the pages before … Continue reading Discontented
Being controlled by internal belief systems formed by the external actions of others may look like:* Staying in unhealthy relationships for fear of being judged, ridiculed or told you’re making a mistake. That you’re being irrational. Out of control. Or that you will not cope. * Trying to please people all the time. Being afraid … Continue reading ICEBERG AHEAD
Pain is in all life. In all life is pain. Pain is the surface beneath the thin ice of feel on which we glide. Freely. Carelessly and willingly. A debt in which one is born already owing. Shackles gripped around our ankles for so long we are naively numb to the burden it bares.The lesson … Continue reading Friend
The Moon dances in the skyHer feminine shape changing With each and every new night The energy is shifting The waters in the deepest seasTurn colder now with what’s beneath The frothy waves that hug the landMove fiercely as she breathes The energy is shifting I fear the changes on dry land As green turns … Continue reading The Energy is shifting
You can tell me I am wrong. That I do not know my own mind. You can kick around the elephant in the room. But I see it all too clearly.It is you that is blind. You gave up on me. So now you feel something do you? Now is the time for words like … Continue reading You gave up on me.
Something about Sarah 